Flame of Tests: The Story of Farhang Mavaddat

Mehraeen Mavaddat-Mottahedin’s heartbreaking account of her husband’s suffering of unspeakable persecution, imprisonment and death is now being shared in English from its original in Persian, after 34 years. Flame of Tests: The Story of Farhang Mavaddat is a love story. With courage and tenderness, Mehraeen’s memoir tells the story of her husband, a fifth-generation Baha’i and a chemical engineer respected for his intelligence and upright character, who was arrested, tortured, unjustly tried, and executed simply for his love of Baha’u’llah.

It was my honour to speak with Mehraeen about her book and to learn more about her book. 

Baha’i Blog: Thank you so much, Mehraeen, for taking some time to share with us about your book. We are deeply honoured. Perhaps to begin, could you tell us a little bit about the book and what it’s about?

My book Flame of Tests, is about my experiences of persecution and imprisonment, and my observations of the trials and tribulations that dear Baha’is in Iran have been going through, especially since the Islamic Revolution. It is a brief biography of my family and my dear husband who went through imprisonment, torture, and finally was executed in Evin Prison, only because of his beliefs. Our properties were confiscated and I was homeless and in much trouble and forced to leave my homeland.

Baha’i Blog: Can you tell us a little bit about why you wrote the book?

I wrote my memoir and what happened to us, as I was asked to do, when I came out of Iran, and landed in Canada as refugee in 1982. It was very painful, but I tried to speak up for my dear friends in Iran who were all in trouble and under severe persecution, so that the world would know what they are going through. I wrote it in Persian first. I did a lot of interviews with media and different organizations defending human rights over the years and all those who heard the story asked me to publish it as a book. So I decided to do it in English for all, hoping to spread my experiences as one of those who suffered, even though it is just like a drop in the ocean of all the troubles and tortures Baha’is have suffered!

Baha’i Blog: What do you hope readers will walk away with after they’ve read the book?

My main goal is to publicize the ongoing persecution of the innocent Baha’is in Iran, since the inception of the Baha’i Faith, so that perhaps justice will be served and the whole world will be aware of what they are going through, only because of their beliefs in one God, one Faith, and the unity of mankind.

Baha’i Blog: Writing this memoir must have required a lot of courage to go back to that time of intense suffering. What gave you courage and sustained you when writing this book?

Mehraeen Mavaddat-Mottahedin and her husband Farhang Mavaddat. This would be the last photo they would take together.

Writing this memoir was the most painful task, going through all those painful days of sufferings over and over… but maybe it is my nature or the nature of my job as a lawyer, to defend innocent people. I suffered imprisonment, lost my beloved amazing husband and all my belongings, and know how hard it must be for those friends captured by injustice and constantly in trouble and living in horror.

My whole heart is with them all the time, and as a human being I feel I should do something, and this is my only way.
I am a Baha’i, and Baha’is are trying to establish peace and unity. They love everybody, without prejudice. We are not allowed to take revenge or fight back. Carrying any kind of armament is forbidden and we should love all, even our enemies. Our only defence is appealing to the authorities, writing, or talking, reasoning without anger. I wrote this book, and talked about it for years, hoping and praying that the whole world would know that animosity and hatred bring more animosity, and the only solution for having peace is loving all of our differences, without prejudice of any kind and freedom of thought…

Baha’i Blog: What message do you have to others who have been through what you’ve been through or who are suffering?

I know how hard it is to suffer and be treated unjust but I think we have to be patient and tolerant. Bitterness, anger and revenge is more harmful. Prayers and meditation helps a lot. If you believe you are right and innocent, God will assist you. I believe suffering makes you stronger if you do not give up and try to be steadfast without anger.

Baha’i Blog: Is there anything else you’d like to share?

I just want to thank you for providing this system of sharing thoughts and stories, and bringing to the attention of hundreds of the people and enlightening them.

Baha’i Blog: Thank you very much for sharing this with us.

‘Flame of Tests: The Story of Farhang Mavaddat’ can be purchased from the University of Toronto here.

About the Author

Naysan is the editor of Baha'i Blog and he has worked in various avenues of media for two decades. He’s passionate about using the arts and media to support and explore the teachings of the Baha’i Faith and he has produced and collaborated on popular music projects like the "DawnBreaker Collective" and the successful Ruhi-inspired sequence of "MANA" albums. His experience as a producer for CNN was invaluable while working on a number of special projects for the Baha’i World Centre, including the "Building Momentum" and "Pilgrimage: A Sacred Experience" videos. If there’s a media-related Baha’i project out there, chances are that Naysan was involved with it somehow!

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Discussion 6 Comments

  1. what a beautiful book and interview. Thank you Naysan for this about my dear cousin Farhang that we all loved and cherished.
    Mehry khanum is undoubtedly one of the “treasures” that Baha’u’llah refers to that will be inspired to do His work.

  2. Bahá´ís who read these sad stories of persecution feel united with so many brothers and sisters who are being persecuted and are subject to
    unjust and cruel treatment. They are in our prayers. it is important that they share those experiences with those who care. We keep their names in our hearts.
    Migdalia Diez
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  3. Thank you for the interview with dear Mehraeen Mavaddat- Mottahedin. I congratulate her on getting “Flame of Tests” published. May success crown all her efforts in the path of service!

  4. Good dearest Mehraeen that you have shared your truth. I bought your excellent book about a year ago and the horrible persecution of the Baha’i’s in Iran must be exposed and immediately stopped. Justice needs to be paramount today for people who are oppressed, tortured, robbed and murdered because of their religious beliefs. It is difficult in Canada to imagine that these atrocities are still happening world-wide. May God bless you and all the other dear souls who suffer such persecution.

  5. Congratulations! What a beautiful tribute Mehri joon. Thank you for your dedication and perseverance for the completion of such an amazing enterprise. A gift to the World.

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